1/22/10

Moonstar,



I think of you in every single second of each day.

You are the first thing on my mind the moment I open my eyes on the first glimpse of morning light. Or when I wake up from a dream in the middle of the night.

I smile at the thought of you when I take my breakfast. And when I go down to the garage, when I start the engine... when I drive down to work up to the moment I parked my car and walk down to the store where I work.

I imagine your smile the minute I start working and that irresitable curve of your lips will be the only thing on my mind all throughout the day.

I think of you when I look up to the vast, cloudless sky. It's as if your whisper I hear when I sit by the beach. I always see your face everytime someone or something makes me smile. And when the wind blows and give me chills, I remember the warmth of your fingers when it touched mine and I'd be fine.

The summer breeze and the beauty of each sunrise... I could never think of anything else but to compare it to the radiance of your cheeks, your genuine smile, your childlike laugh.

I think of you when I see beautiful things.

And you're still on my mind when I'm lonely, when I feel empty. But the funny thing is, when I'm sad, I used to just sit in a corner and feel sorry for myself and cry. But now, when I think of it, ever since I told you my long-held love for you, that emptiness I feel ceases the moment I start to feel it. You make me happy. Your smile alone could melt all the sadness I feel. Your friendship gives me the courage to move on, get on with my life, never be bothered of anything that makes me feel sad.

And if my thoughts would be a flower every time I think of you, I'd be walking on earth of beautiful blooms until I find that path that leads to you.

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